I can be fearful anytime :-) If you are feeling badly, it makes everything worse. There is a bug going around up here...last week for a day I had the chills and started the cough again.
Did you feel slightly disorientated when you woke up? Do you have a favorite quilt? Maybe you should get a silly stuffed toy..I am serious..a cuddly silly stuffed toy. My kitty cats keep me slightly orientated..I know they want to eat..
I still believe you have been going through a lot of changes, changes for the good and that is scary...until you get used to the new you. I wish it were easy to Let It Be .......I wish you believed in golden safety nets...the other day I visualized a close friend whom I told you about being caught in one...since I couldn't help him with the trials he has been going through. I also thought thank God I am not a man and have to take all that pressure if I wanted to fit the stereotype of what makes a strong man.
DON'T PUSH YOURSELF WHEN YOU FEEL FRAGILE...THAT IS AN ORDER LOL
bOBBY
PS DON'T LISTEN TO ANYBODY WHO GIVES ORDERS