Thank you all for your reassurances. I am doing ok. So far no naseau or dizzy's from upping the meds. Just floaty. And my mood is stabilizing. Just a little panic attack from driving in the snow storm this morning. lol/no suprise there.

I had a really good talk with our manager here. He is hysterical. He is just as ****** about the situation as I am and has similar feelings. He is 2 years and about 2 or 3 hours younger than I am to the day, so we really think alike.

He asked me why I am still doing all of this accounting. lol. He knows I keep telling people no, so he can't understand why it's still my problem. So he is going to take it out of my hands. I just have one deposit to find and it's ready to be shoved away.

Thank you for letting me scream.