awww...to hear the words...honey..please tell what you are really feeling....how the pain feels...what emotions are running thru you....????

*****you have now entered the twilght zone*****

or fantasy island!!!

if the hint of hope is there...work on it. but ( my belief) is that we get one shot at this. i ain't gonna blow it and spend my life lonely with somebody. kids deserve happy parents.

forgiveness. it is hard. forgetting..well...that just doesn't really happen. but you have to forgive yourself first. even if it is for allowing things to change and sour. and forgive the mrs. she is human. and her hubby..her love, is hurting and she can't make him all better. she is a mom. that is what they do.

it takes two. and it seems like when one is trying the other isn't. lol ok..so that wasn't really funny. ironic? do you get defensive? i do. jealous of the time always spent with others. the club..clients...the monkeys...why no one on one with me? sheesh...i'm nice funny...furry....