Oh Barbara and CRITTER!!!

Thank you so very much... I'm reading your posts and the tears are coming down my face.

Barbara... I know I don't know you but I love you to pieces! I remember you very well. Remember my thread "Why try fighting dragons?" You and the INVISIBLE KID turned my life around. I'm not kidding. Remember how afraid I was to go to the hospital? I've been to the hospital many times since, in fact I've driven myself to ER without batting an eyelash! (That's a good news, bad news kind of situation thought, isn't it?)

I will take time to respond more tommorrow when I settle down.

CRITTER... I don't know you, but I feel that you know me. It really does help not to be alone. And I have to alone for too long...

It scares me.

Barbara, my work was life and my structure. For the most part, work was my family. I lost more than a job, I lost my family. My job is now obsolete and I worked in that field for all those years. I have to start over and reinvent myself, I guess. But I feel so old... I'm 54.

Oh well, I'm getting sidetracked, aren't I? That's the ADD in me, or maybe it's just old age.

Thank you both so very much!