HI Debbie, you asked me if I would do the ketamine. I too have just found this site and have had lots of questions. I think I have been in a lot of denial and now must have a reality check. The pain is progressing and I am not sure what is next. I keep very busy working full time, going to school full time and running my own jewelry business online. I also teach behavior disturbed children how to make glass beads on an open torch..I am a lampworker. If I thought that my pain would improve I would do it. I would take the time out of life and just go for it and hope for the best. Living with the pain and the limitations can be very frustrating and you with your small children probably wish you could be playing on the floor and running through the grass. If your life could improve even if it was for a short time. I would do it. But we each have to weigh out our options. I wish I was closer I would help you with the process so you wouldn't have to worry about things. Praying for you sweetie.
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