Roxie I am so sorry you have to face this. I hear you and your frustration and fear. I can understand but wish I had more to help you.
Dahlek I was just saying to my mom how I wish I could live in a bubble so nothing bad could happen. I swear it is in the air cause when it rains it poors for us all.
Sue I like that about holding hand in cyper space. I think of you all often through these days.
Many hugs to all and better luck.