very much like Fanfarie and when the day is good ,I see it as a good
day. But i'm not going to say everyday the smallest thing won't
hurt for days..Chronic illness is not sexy and the chronic ill person
is either afraid to speak out for so many reasons,job loss,insurance
loss. Now that i'm a old bag, I'm not so afriad,but I will not
be ignored by narcistic people who say I don't want to be like that.
Because some day they may be,but i've been lucky and have a strong
family,there not all living near me but I know they love me,are
proud of me as I am of them..We are who we are and someday
everyone has a struggel,but we make it the best we can. Some take
pain better then others and we all have pain in different ways.I
am going to have someone clean my house,I won't like it but This
mess bothers me..I could go on,no i'm tired but I'm proud of what
I can still do,I'm not giving up,I want life anyway I can get it. Sue
I take it back we are a sometimes worn out sexy,Look at Billye no
silver haired lady there very pretty,as Mel and many of us if we had
the guts and printed our picture,don't forget that pretty Roxie.good
night.