Hi Roxie!
I read your post and feel sad for you, however, happy that you can vent about it.
It always seems that, in life, when one thing happens, it just kind of snow-balls..
Sounds like you have a lot of things going on. I KNOW it is hard to deal with what you are feeling & going through. Hang in there! Things will get better.
Try and take one thing at a time and many deep breaths! It will help!
*Barb
End Stage Renal failure, diabetic (insulin dep.) for 26 years, Degenerative Disc Disease (need a fusion), PN, Panice disorder, heart by-pass surgery at age 48.