I am sorry for your news. I guess now its focusing on what you can do from now on to be healthier? I have to go for that glucose test too but regardless of what is going on I am going to work on my health habits. Can you possibly see a nutritionist too? I think they can be helpful to creating a plan for you?Also someone gave me some good websites on the net you may want to check out. The doc who was talking about this with me said how important it is to eat every 3 hours with some protein in it and to drink plenty of fluids. Hang in there