Hey Coyote. So sorry to hear about your being so down. I also get in that condition...more often than not. After a while, it is almost smothering since you cannot get away from it. Something that really makes me feel bad is when people come up to me in public and tell me how relaxed and happy I look...and they don't know it because I don't tell. Guess when I hurt at a high level, I become a mouth-breather. Just remember, you have friends here who know, and care. These forums were a life saver for me a long time ago. Now I just crawl into my hole, lick my aches and pains, and think about tomorrow.

sally