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Join Date: Aug 2006
Posts: 2,871
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Magnate
Join Date: Aug 2006
Posts: 2,871
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Year without DeAnne
 I can not believe where the time has gone. For me it seems to have stood still. The seasons have come and gone, holidays, and months off the calander, yet my heart still weighs so heavy.
I know I am not the same person. I still have love and passion to care, but it feels like a clenching around my heart. Some days it seems I can just open the door and expect her to be standing there. I see a girl in the distance and my heart leaps thinking for a moment it is my child.
I spend much time watching my grandson, my son had shoulder surgery. Katie is having a lot of stress problems in school although she is an A student, she feels friendless. Work is going great, I am often thanked for the job I do with the families and kids. I am exhausted.
I do find great peace in reading the Guest book my dear friends had left loving messages in when I lost my De. It has been online for a year and everyday I open it to feel close to those that care and love me. But, so it will expire.
I just wanted to put the link as next month it goes off line and I am going to have the professional albulm they offer printed so I can keep it close to read and hold.
I know so many have left a note, but if there is anyone that did not know of the book of entry;s and De's pictures I am posting it again.
Feel free to read or write in it.
It has just meant so much to me and I want to have it always.
http://www.legacy.com/timesleader/GB...sonId=86128144
Unless you have a family or love one you lost, you cannot imagine the impact this wonderful site gives to us. To those that have used it for their family or friends you truely know how endearing it is.
My love and thanks to those that have posted, prayes and sent cards and love to us all.
It is a deep warm hug to me.
I love you all, keep praying that I become the strong person I once was.
Di
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Pocono area, PA
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