I am so sorry about what you are going through ((hugs))
![Hug](images/smilies/hug.gif)
I have days like you are experiencing where I am really depressed.
![Mad](images/smilies/mad.gif)
Just stay strong and think about the positive things in life (I know there might not be a lot of things at the moment)
If you need anything just ask.
Love
Alison