Judy! I too, will not give up on you. Haven't AMN and I been riding this journey w/you (along w/a little help from our friends) Hey, that's from a song, so I stole it!!
TWEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEET! My whistle still works and I aim to keep on using it. I am here to say, you have to stick w/this. Your health and the way you feel ABOUT yourself is of utmost importance.
It's hard... I know! We are all just HUMAN. I myself, fall off the eating healthy wagon alot, but I pick myself back up, B/C I have to.
Keep going forward JUdy. You may stumble, but your'e in company of friends who WUV ya lots. *esp me*
*shoving AMN outta da way*