Dear J,
I am so sorry that you are going through this. I do know exactly how you feel when you say that your heart hurts.
Please stay strong in the knowledge that you will get through this turmoil, life will get better.
Those we love do find it difficult to cope with us, maybe he just needs some breathing space?
Hopefully you will feel better soon, you can see what stress does to RSD.
Can you get some professional help to get you through this?
Thinking of you
Tayla