Jacquelia,

I am so sorry. I know it feels bad now, but even though we can't see each other face to face, you are not alone. Its awful but when we get sick friends slowly tend to go away. Family I think although they love us just don't want to hear about it anymore and they might be scared to see whats happening to us. This is the only place that I have friends. All my friends left me years ago. But thank God I found someone here that knows me better than even my husband of 26 yrs. Joan M. is truly my sister. We have had the exact health problems from birth. If it wasn't for her I don't know what I would do. She is more family to me than my own. Without her I would be alone in this battle. Everyone else on here is wonderful too. They are your friends and will always be here for you. Please hang in there. Please don't be sorry to vent. Vent all you want.

Love Sue K