I totally understand Dedra. You might know already but I'll tell you my son's story.At 6 years old he started having some severe gastro problems like projectile vomiting, severe abdominal pain, cronic diarrhea, and weight loss. Jump ahead 3 years later he was dx with Crohn's Disease. We have run the gamut with this disease. He's almost 17 now. He missed 55 days of school last year. He had a bowel resection in November of 2006.It is so hard to watch you baby suffer and not be able to do anything except stand by and support them. Just know that you are not alone.Btw, I'll be starting Tysabri soon and I'm going to start a log when I do.