There really isn't anything more I could say but want you to know I do understand. This disease runs in my grandmothers side big time. All the sisters have it or had it. It scares the bejesus out of me to think I could be affected as well. My aunt who lives near has it and she seems fine when I am around but I see it in her eyes. I tell her who I am and her voice says she knows me but her eyes can't hide the truth.