Tam, I am worried about you. I didn';t see the whole post but get the jest of your mind, body and soul being overwhelmed with pain. Not sure what the inflection of pain was but my prayers are with you.
We have been family here and support each other...our chronic onging disabilities make us vaunerable and we use the strength of family here to pull our boots back on.
Tam, My prayers are with you to just take baby steps to get back into some type of life.

Phillipe, I pray that you never go to the place where pain takes us to. All you had to do was leave the thread unread.

As for Toser, your inference to "at least ONEmoderator comment;" this is not the purpose of the support of this forum. That is an community administrative issue. Make you comments off post to a moderator if you feel there is a moderator problem, not in the middle of someone's cry for help.