I don't know the story behind this post, so I'm shooting in the dark. I would say you are sleep deprived out of your mind..literally. Sleep deprivation has a particularly vicious effect on our whole being and is a downward spin. It makes EVERYTHING worse. My advice is stop whatever your doing, take the sleeping pills and crash out for as long as it takes your body to restore itself. There is no substitute for sleep. The alternative is psychosis I believe and you don't want to go there! Once you've had the sleep you NEED the rest will fall into place. I'm not an educated expert on the subject, but I am an experienced expert! I've been to the edge of my mind and its not a place anyone should ever go. Do whatever you have to do to make your body sleep! Then sleep until you can't sleep anymore and you feel like your back in the real world
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good Luck and check in with us to let us know how your doing once your past this.