They did say today he also had Trazadone and another med for anxiety.

I believe he was dealing with severe depression to the point of anxiety attacks, panic attacks, and at times depression so deep that he had trouble keeping going. It kept him from sleeping and he was most likely taking extra meds to try and get him to where he could sleep and relax and to get some relief.

I know how depression is and what it does to a person. He may have not intentionally killed himself. He just didn't know what amount of meds were safe for him to take to get to where he wanted to be.

They say his life was rough. His Mom and Dad got a divorce when he was 10 and he got really shy and retreated into himself. I'm wondering if the split from Michelle Williams didn't maybe bring back those memories along with this movie bringing on the feelings he had about it. I saw pictures of him on the movie and what I saw scared me just to see it.

This brings back my thought though that these stars are not getting the help they need. They are looked at as strong people who are not afraid of anything or they wouldn't be in the limelight. They are looked at as people who don't mind being in crowds. They are expected to work long hours to make a show or a movie and they for some reason think they can do it. They don't know their limits and Hollywood doesn't care if they have a limit.

They were saying today on the View that their needed to be something out there such as the sports world has for drugs and health. I believe they should too, such as required physicals before making a movie and drug testing.

I didn't mean to make it sound like he did it on purpose. It's another case though where drugs were involved and no one was there for him. I think the reason I see this and feel this way is because I do deal with major depression and someone was there for me.

I thought he was one of the cutest stars today and one of the best actors. I think that's why it hit me so like it did and he had so much potential.

Ada