Thank you all for your responses. I appreciate the time taken to reply (especially you other TOSers for whom I know that typing can be an uncomfortable task!!!). I have seen the stickie list and the multiple lists of docs on-line but I was (am) very much interested in hearing about the experiences folks have had with these docs specifically - good, bad or indifferent. That is extremely helpful for me as every time I go to see a doc and don't get any real help it makes it harder to put myself through it all again. Also, I recognize there can be some great docs out there who may or may not have been helpful to different patients so it is nice to hear about your experiences. I will take all of your suggestions/advice/experiences to heart. You've given me some hope which is what I really need right now! Again, thank you all so much!