I understand and I hope you find a doc who will listen. I am glad you have good support. That is so nice you have a service dog. I'm sure that is a great bond. I know for me before my back and not saying you of course ask your doc but I have to push through my leg pain. If not they said I will really have issues with atrophy. Now I have a back problem so have not been able to do as much and it gets me super down. I also understand the mental side. You have an amazing out look I need to learn from you. Mine tends to suck.Many thoughts and healthy wishes.