hello, mama
I am one of those who hate surgery. I have had a few, since I am born with a neuromuscular disorder. I hate to be placed on my backside on a table under a lamp and let people handle my body,to lose control and let go.
Nothing can make me like it.
My solution is to talk about it with people, and tell myself: I am not there yet, so far I am home, so far I am just in the reception area, etc, trying to
postpone the nasty feeling till I am there at the point of no return.
If you find the surgery necessary and beneficial, remember the result will be a better future for you.
Sending you my thoughts, wishes, hope and friendship, we are many following you on the road.
Per, Norway