nope, mods dop not have access to ANY personal information of members. not emails addy's, passwords, pm.s...nada.
if you would like to know more of what i edited out, please pm me, ok?
i am glad you are feeling better today.
btw...as of right now bt1 and bt2 have the same look. we have had more than 1 member get confused as to which forum they have posted on. hopefully that will all change in the near future.