I worked for many years as a manager for the physical plant dept. for the dept of Corrections and farmed as well.

When the inmates noticed that I had a lot of trouble walking I knew it was time to go.

I fell in the dairy barn milking shortly after and couldn't get up. My youngest kid came out to see why the animals were bellowing and none were coming out of the barn.

I finally realised that MAYBE it was time to admit it was impossible to carry on with my life as it was.