Nice to meet you flipnout.

I don't think you will ever find anybody here upset with your choice of treatment plans. We only wish you to be painfree! And any choice that you, your family and your doctor makes, we want the same things you do...relief and less pain.

I'm glad that you working hard on desensitizing. This will help. But having pain in your chest this is destressing.

Are you on any meds to help you sleep? Getting a good nights rest is important you should ask your doctor for a sleep aid of some sort. Just a suggestion.

Glad that you found this site. And I look forward to speaking with you more.