Oh dear Lord, this thread frightens me!!!
I will not - repeat WILL NOT - put on a bathing suit this summer.
Joelle, I can relate to the weight gain during a relapse. I did the same thing - and I'm to the point that I just don't care if I look good in a bathing suit.
I used to fret and obsess over the way I looked in everything I wore. No more. I'm going for comfort and ease and now safety. If someone doesn't like the way I look - then don't look at me!!