I'm so sorry you were at a 9. Ugh!

Honestly, I wouldn't expect you to be anything lower though, your feet and hands look mighty painful.

You'll probably feel better in the warmer weather, wouldn't you think? I certainly hope so...

I'm really excited for you to move to Cali, you'll get more help, get more rest and hopefully won't be freezing cold constantly...I think it's a great choice.

Newborns are not easy if you don't have RSD I can't even imagine having one with it!!!!!! You're so brave though...you have so much courage, I don't know many who have the guts you do...honestly.

I feel like everything is going to be alright. Honestly, I think once you move to California you'll have better days.

Plus, you can see that RSD Specialist who will no doubt want to help you.

And just picture yourself playing out in the sun with Skyler every day! I can see it...I'm weird like that!

I received my Rhuematologists report in the mail today, it was actually kind of funny how he insisted I didn't have Lyme and how all other possibilities have been exhausted and that he's referring me to another Pain Center. (In stead of there...)

The only thing I didn't like was the fact he referred to me as Obese....3 times!!!!!!! Now...I can say I'm not skinny, but he made me feel like Moby ****!!! I'd prefer it if he called me "Vuluptuous"! I guess that wouldn't be medically appropriate, but it would certainly be better for my self esteem. Now I want pizza, since I'm obese anyways...what the heck!
And I'm thinking that hot cheese will warm up my fingers! GOSH DARNIT!

Even after my release with LoveMuffin the other night, I thought I needed an uplift, so I dyed my hair and the girls and I did our nails. It helped alittle...I needed that 'Pick Me Up'!

My fingers had some rest yesterday and today, and I've been trying to relax the rest of me as well...so far I'm about a 4 or 5 which comes and goes depending on what I'm doing! Thanx for asking Sweetie!

Today my little one, Chloe, stayed home from school sick so I stayed home to take care of her. She started feeling better actually mid day...and she did the sweetest thing and I must share it with you. I was in the bathroom, she called for me. I opened the bathroom door and she had set the table and had two bowls with Spaghetti O's, two champagne glasses with milk and ice, napkins spoons...it was so sweet! I said "Chloe, you made lunch for us?" She said "It's my turn to take care of you!"

Okay, pass around the tissues everyone! That was just so sweet...now I'm at work and I want to go home to kiss her poor little congested nose!

Yes, It's mighty cold here...