Hi C! My anniversary isn't until my b-day in May, but I'm already thinking about it. Even though I was in limbo forever, the dx was still shocking. I always thought that maybe it really was in my head (which it is

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Sometimes I still question the dx even though I know in my mind that there is no doubt. Denial is a lovely thing

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You will get through it because you are a tough girl! I understand about the other site. I was freaking out too! I'm just glad that almost all of us are here now. It feels like home, doesn't it


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We're here to help ya, don't forget

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