I havebeen having to go back into my past to really acknowledge the fact that my seizures have not really ever been controlled even with all the different things I have done to try to get them to be. My folks really wanted to think all would be fine and my epilepsy would not affect my life much. So I tried to believe this along with them. Yet I am still realizing that Refractory epilepsy is hard to get to be controlled.
So I have just found this journey a bit hard to go over again. But I guess it has its purpose. Now I am trying to just move forward, as I will work with creating more positive things I can do to work with this knowledge.

Thanks for listening.