Hi Cedar,
I'm so sorry that your sz. haven't gotten under control but I want you know I understand how you feel. I had my surgeries to reduce my sz. but as time went by my sz. have increased and now I'm having different types of sz. than before.
My family never really accepted me nor did they want to be around me since I got E but I didn't let them stop me. I just told myself that I can do it on my own. For the past 22 yrs. I've been working in public school in Special Ed. as a teacher aide and I've found I can relate to the students a lot better than many of the other staff because I had emotional and physcial problems when I was a kid just like some of my students do today.
I also look at my aunt who has MS and can no longer walk. She doesn't let anything stop her she just keeps going and doesn't let her health stop her which I think is great. My prayers are with you and I hope everything works out for the best. May God Bless You!

Sue