GJ

I truly wish you well. You've said some very difficult things in your post and you've come a long way and grown a lot! For many, the most difficult part of the process is the not knowing.

Treating symptoms is what happens to a lot of people. I hope you do find peace and feel better soon.

Yes, there are other forums here and I hope you find the help, support, and friendship that you have found here. Do stop by and say hello!

Take care of yourself! I wish you all the best!