Beary,
I am so sorry about Misha. I understand your feelings of loss and sadness. We all know that she is not suffering anymore and in a better place but it doesn't help the sadness right now.
I think of my dog and cat as my babies and talk to them constantly. They are always with me and keep me from getting lonely. They are always in the same room with me even now as I am in the den on the computer. The have breakfast and lunch with me and sleep with me.
I have had to make the decision twice in the past to put 2 of my babies to sleep and it is horrible. My Sheltie was 15 years old and my cat was 20 years old but it was still so hard that I cried for days.
I wish I could say something to make you feel better but it just takes time. Our pets are part of our family and are truly missed when we lose them.
Hugs,
Becky