aww... bummer, victorya...
these are the kinds of things that cause us to doubt, bring uncertainties, etc...
our ms is so unpredictable
try not to waste too much precious energy imagining the worse.
it is so natural to think, "uh oh ~ is this forever?
is this going to get worse?"
whatever your ms does, you are going to handle it with courage and class...

cuz THAT is who you are.