You have company!
Did you know...living in an abusive relationship leads to the same C-PTSD as those who live through war? We are soldiers in our own right.
Here's the first link to get you started on your journey...
http://neurotalk.psychcentral.com/sh...378#post204378
This section is only getting 'started' bear with us as some of us re-educate ourselves and get to writing.....