AWWW!! That
I was lucky because I got mine on the first try. Combination of my being a huge mess and my age, I guess.
I don't know why they make people play such infernal games

How many people actually want to stop working, give up their careers, their standard of living, their self-esteem and the recognition that goes along with it -- just so they can live on "Social Security". Not many, I guarantee you that.
I wish you better luck in the next go-around. One thing I can suggest is that you make sure that your medical records are an 'accurate' reflection of *YOU*. I've read some of my own records and it was actually like they were talking about someone else.
Barb