i picked out of your last post that (albeit ironically given new stressors) you were starting to feel chemically stable... that is so important, even if right now it is transitory... something is working! the building work will be over at some point ugh what torture. they did a lot of that at my place. some days i just would scream shut the * up!!! at the top of my lungs (in english of course ) and since i often sleep/nap during the day.... well it was, well, most inconvenient.

i'm sorry to hear your cleaning help might disappear. good that you are reacting and being a lttl emore active. we will find solutions. boy am i positive tonight. something must be wrong with me lol.

well anyway. before i blather more... wanted to check in with you... then read a little more...

i am on parents' dialup right now.

love
~ waves ~