well, this is not good news so i may as well spit it out.
i went to the dr this am and knew it would be bad.
i have gained back 15 lbs.
this is not going well.
i feel like carp and hate myself.
i feel like i have no strength.
i have no words.

my sugars have been normal except for the times i've eaten during the nite.
then they're very high. my BP is good, thank God. 130/82.

my dr says let's try 1 glucophage tab with dinner. it will help my sugar (my HbgA1C was up last time) and she thinks will help with the weight loss. and, she doesn't think 1 pill/day will throw me into hypoglycemic episodes.

i feel like a worthless piece of i don't even know what.
i am not proud of myself.
this struggle is for the birds and so is this MS. i'm ****** with life at this moment or can't you tell.

J