Hope ,

Your request is a very solid one. Not everyone recognizes their problems and not everyone seeks outside assistance. You are to be commended for that.

I did pray for you and I hope you find a way out of the darkness.

I believe things happen for a reason.

I have never been in this forum before. You are the first thread I have read here. I am not what one would call very religious. I do believe in God and I do believe in prayer.

Hope, let your doctor know what is going on. You may have a chemical imbalance in which there are meds to help. I had to turn there for help last year during a really bad MS attack. Telling your doctor may be the next best person to confide in (after us!)

I wish you well. Some roads aren't meant to fight alone.