It is terrrible how we do look at our bodies. We now that true beauty
is in us. But the world only sees the outside.

GUILTY GUILTY

Today I am going to a Baby Shower. Haven't been dressed up in a long while.
I think I have changed clothes ------ lost count.



Doing my hair and makeup over and over

Worrying about the people that have not seen me in a long time what
the are going to think about how I look.


I have gained weight. Keep saying I am going to loose some of this
fat. But put the sweets in front of me and forget it

I know I should not be like this but I have gotten worse with the sweets
since my husband passed. (no excuse)

Oh well have to go and face the world.

Jappy