OH Ewiz...as several others have already told you......YOUR NOT ALONE MY FRIEND!!!

I ususally can muster the energy on the weekends when DH is home cuz I just enjoy doing things with him....but today...this weekend.....I just cant .....between lack of sleep, no bm's, and the spasticity thats over comming my body right now....I dont give a s*** about anything....cant get my mind wrapped around even making me some toast.......it sucks..........
I do have a couple things comming up this month that I am excited about...and when that time gets here I will hopefully have it under control....
but as for today...I feel useless, worthless and could really care less about anything to be honest...........

sleeping pill+pain pill and go back to bed....sounds like a plan to me.......
I hate winter..............and I know that has alot to do with it....the cold weather is kickin my butt.........
BRING ON THE SPRING!!!!!!!!!!!!

Hugs to all...and dont let my whinning and negative attidude cauze you any foul mood.....just remember.....most of the time I am a happy go lucky kinda gal.......

THIS TO SHALL PASS...........