Yes, you are are grump but anyone who's going into surgery has the right to bea grump! (only kidding). No, I just wished I could say something to help calm you but you've probably been through this enough to know that those meds don't work well for you and they need to know that, tell them. Perhaps they can change the dosage, try something else but others have given better advice so I'll shut up. For the record, you don't qualify for a grump, you should see me after 4 hours of sleep (like now) although I definitely look worse than I feel. It's tough getting old. I love candles but it's been a long time since I've used them, I'll light a couple for you. Again, hang in there and I'm glad to see there's some of the old gang here, helping a friend in need as always.


SJ