Well, it went better today. I told her exactly how I was feeling. I told her about the total lack of communication between all parties involved and how I was feeling railroaded into doing this. Without giving you all of the details, when I told her this she understood that too. So, I am going to at least join the group (small, three including me) on Thursday. Then we'll see how it goes. I also stopped taking the Trazodone last night because I was too hung over for until about noon. I had to take a klonapin twice last night because I woke up at 4 oclock. But at least I feel like I have all my wits about me today and that is a good thing.

~Hope