Hi PD! Sorry it took me so long to respond to your thread. (been having pc probs) Anyway, I am sorry about your father's illness. My MIL is suffering from AD also, and it's very hard.

My doxie has Lymphoma and right now the Vet says 6 wks or a yr, but she seems to be in remission right now.

Your'e definitely not a wuzz~ your'e HUMAN and you have real feelings. I am impressed w/your openess and honesty. Hang in there and keep talking to us and getting it out. Keep us posted,OK??