Im sorry,but I coulnt read all of your post. to long....
but this is exactly how i feel.
Evenone tells me to face it and move on. Yeah freaking right!!!
its not like U can forget about it,cause everyday is something new.
The ppl around me finally got it!!!
just in time for me to end up in relapse!!!
Im like u I dont want ppl sympathy,or "awww,im so sorry"crap, I just want ppl to leave me alone,and dont act like Im faking it when I dont/cant do something.
does this sound right??