thank you
even though i got more sleep last night, I was still so tired today. I did manage to read a book. I came up with an insight about responsibility. I had been given so much responsibility as a child, and then continued to assume so much uncalled for responsibility as an adult, now I think I am rebelling against it...now I have to relearn what is good responsibility and debilitating responsibility. Since I have generalized anxiety disorder, that doesn't help matters.
Oh my friend Ron is now stabilized and it turns out he had a bleeding ulcer and THEY STOPPED THE BLEEDING. I also found out when the ambulance came he didn't want to go to the hospital but when one of his friends asked him if he wanted to live, he said YES....I was so afraid this time he was going to die.
I think I have only one more day of the men drilling on my terrace. It is really hard on the nerves. I also had my bathtub unclogged. With my exaggerated worries, I was afraid they were going to have to rip out the pipes. It took so long to unclog it with a snake.
I didn't throw out any papers.
I put the pillow to a lot of use the last twenty four hours.
Bobby