It's good to meet you. I'm sorry you are having so much trouble with your TN, and especially the terror of waiting for the next attack. That is something I'm familiar with, and unlike the attacks themselves, the terror never goes away. I'm really glad to see that you've found us here, though. There are lots of nice folks here, and maybe they can help you keep your thoughts on something else. Good luck and best wishes to you, Stewart.

Idealist