Chris attended the midnight vigil and Nik went to stay at his friends house near our home. I feel so lost and confused. I wanted to be with my kids so badly. We were on the phone almost the whole night. Chris is a mess. His gf was in the building next to Cole hall and he couldn't get her on the phone. She is OK as well. All the kids so far that we know are OK. Many of the kids Chris and Nik grew up with are at this school. Nik's date for last night was in the hall when it happened. Her parents came up to get her last night.

This morning I woke up and the story was on the news and it hit me again. This time it hit harder and I shed a few tears. This could have been my children. Please continue to pray for all the victims and their families. :-(