I am so numb. It is cancer. I have to make the tough decision of either fighting or letting her succomb to it. My children are devastated. This is just so hard after all we've been through. I have dealt with cancer with my Lab for 4 years. It was truly awful. And then my 13 year old cat got cancer. Then my 15 year old other cat died from renal failure. This is my last pet. I really haven't made a clear decision yet, but she is home now. After we left the vet, we stopped at the doggy park and then she got two plain hamburgers from McDonalds. Yes, my dog is spoiled rotten and she has lived a wonderful and healthy life until now. I'm just so numb