I just wanted to say again how sorry I am for what you are going through. I hope that your next days will be painfree and I know God is waiting to walk you through those gates. The song comes to mind, " When we All get to Heaven"

I wanted to ask you too if you'd list some of those meds that messed up your liver. I'm like Desi, it makes me angry that Drs. aren't telling the truth about meds. I know I lost Bill because of a high blood pressure med that I got him off of 3 times and the Drs. put him back on it the week before he passed.

I try not to take anymore meds then I have to. I'm blessed with a Dr. that tries to get my pain down other ways.

Also, it bothers me about the Dr. shaking your hand and saying goodbye. I believe that to be cold. Why would he not take care of you until the end. My Dr. just lost a 22 year old last week and he actually sat with her through to the end. These Drs. aren't just suppose to dispense meds, at least I don't feel so.

Please let us know if we can do anything to help you. I know we have talked on the phone before and you do have my no. I believe. If you want to talk, I am here for you.

You have been there for me.

Ada